resignation.

LOL :D

this week's feeling.

miss them.

lately i only post about my worklife. it's because i'm in my own way, moving forward. but tonight, i realize, beyond of my life now, there's a past that should be not forgotten, FRIENDS. i found one of my old friend got married three months ago and i knew it just now in his facebook account. so pathetic i guess. before we were best friend, one team in basketball, hangout a lot, and now, i'm not invited in his wedding day! soooo sad. really sad.

wedding day, is the most important in our (or only my maybe) life. friends should coming, no matter how close you are with them, its prove you are care and still remember them.

and now i promise to keep my friends closer, and never forget them because i know it hurts.

dream o dream.

Obviously I want small house with many windows.

many trees and fountain,

lot of pillows on a carpet in front of TV,

have a hammock also,

lowbed in bedroom, simple livingroom,

minimalist kitchen, nature bathroom,

and the last but not least,

there's mini cooper in my garage, :p

december ends

christmas behind, new year ahead.

this december was awesome!
my job goes well, almost perfect until I said perfect is so boring. nothing huge mistakes, guest satisfied, less complains, and I am in my comfort zone.

then I got something big this month, scoopy is in the house! I love that bike so much, even though that's not really my top three wishes, but still thankful for that. I join to pay that bike which is makes me more love it! :)

and now just wait for my next wish that will be my priority to achieve right now. Singapore, traveling, shopping, and fun. next February, I wish.

Happy HOLIDAY everyone!

opened!

just opened, operating, and I'm dying.

10 days after the inauguration, the hotel such a messy. not real "messy" but that's too much people. for staying of course. almost a week the hotel became fully booked all day.

and me as the first filter of everyone came in, almost die. everything ask to us, guest check in, check out, phone ringing, people ask about function room, wedding, baggage lost, move room, taxi needs to pay, swipe credit card, made a room key, breakfast coupon, count cash money, and so on.

my body ever got drop and I force to keep work and after I met those messy things, magically I got well! maybe because my brain focus on those things so I forget about my sickness. :p

yah, I should thankful for these things, FULLY BOOKED means BIG SERVICE! yeey.. there's always big sacrifice for big things. everything has it price. :)



me at the inauguration day wearing local outfit from Sunda :)

evening shift.

yeap. I've been working as a hotelier almost for two months. And now, the shifts are applied!

We supposed to follow our schedule, not schedule follow us. Who do you think you are if you are going to make your own schedule and ruin up your workmate's schedule. If only there's a business that can be avoid of, it's okay if you inform the schedule maker at least a week before.

So? that's what happened to me. Twice, in the same week, my schedule changed. I'm okay with that, what I can do more?

I really don't care with the schedule things as long as my schedule maker who gave to me. I think that's all same. Sort of cassette, there are side A and side B. Different songs and favorites.

and now.. is my evening shift. I feel happy I can taste all kind of the schedule (morning, middle and evening). I can wake up later, do blogging, go shopping before, buy kind of food, and also, eat too much. :p so then I supposed to get ready before the sun go to high right upside on my head. see yaaa...!

:hakunamatata:

bean's and me favorite!

Based on Mr.Bean TV shows, and sort of I saw it recently in highway, this car really makes me fall in love!! I adore Mini Cooper...!!

become phoenix.

my life lately, so ah-mazing! now I know whatever happened in my life there's a reason. If I can't get what I want, God pays with giving me what I actually need.

like my lastest post, I ever tempted to apply in wedding organizer and I canceled it, then two days later I canceled the interview in English course with guilty pressure, because I want that job to killing my time! I don't know when I can get my real job. but then my ex-lecturer said that I've to wait, just be patience, you'll get what you need.

then? I had interview in five-star-hotel in the same day which I should had an interview in English course. I just thinking, so..this is my way? unbelievable. then I came to that hotel but the interview not working well, I'm newby in interview! never done this before. no preparation from inside and outside body. I ever feel regret. why I don't prepare myself to have my dream job.

I feel desperate, I always think that chance never knock twice. why I wasn't use it carefully. then I decided to work in my bro's company. but at the day, I should back to campus to fixed my thesis, I cursed that lecture at that time. But now I should thanks to him. yes, this is my way. the day after I went to campus, I was called by Hotel near my home which is this hotel is the first hotel that I applied after I graduated and my parent hoping me so much to work there. unbelievable.

so. I didn't want to make the same mistake. I do my best in this interview, inside outside head was totally prepared. after the interview was done,the staff told me to wait until next call. I guess before this hotel will open at the end of the year. so (again) I decided to work in my bro's company to wait until this hotel open. but do you know what happened next?? the day that I should start to work in my bro's company, I had a second interview and I signed the job contract that day.

unbelievable. so this is my way God? you made it beautiful. you teached me how to grateful for whatever I got. for understand there's will be a great way after this no-way-to-go. I believe in you for whatever you look alike. :)

then! another unbelievable thing, I start to work next week. The Hotel even not done yet! I'm happy enough to work very very soon. even this is four-star-hotel, which is my dream job is work in five-star-hotel, I think this is a good start to have a job in five-star-hotel with higher position later. :) this way really good. I never stop thank you.

another story,

one of my best friend just one step ahead to become a SQ stewardess. I always pray for her to have the best way in her life for whatever it is. :)

my another best friend will studying abroad and will not see each other for a year. and I also pray for her to get a wonderful life there.

my high school best friend already married and graduated, just wait to called auntie. :)

so my best friends are ready to fly reach their own dreams, going abroad, got married, and me ready to fly in my work life. then what I should be worrying about?

just live life to the fullest and "I love Living Live. If I fail, I try again, and again, and again." - nick.v-

way no way.

way-no-way are my wish lists and lists are not in my wish. :)) my last wishes had granted recently, and now I want another wishes!

way.

♥working in five-star-hotel ♥going to Singapore on April 2011 ♥sheen sparkling watches ♥new mobile phone ♥SCOOPY..!**granted! ♥mini cooper ♥

NO way.

x. working in travel agent .x. unemployment .x.lonely without friends :( .x. worry all the time

please-please my granter wishes, granted my top three way and no way list first! only top three! pleaseeee..! I promise to do kindness as much as I could. :))