December 8, 2011

im doing great, im just fine.

it's like rainbow color. there's red for anger, peach for love, blue for tears, green for fresh environment, and yellow for jealousy.

short story, im in resigning process and waiting for onboard in new place. i ever propose this resignation around 4months ago and my boss hold me not to leave this hotel. i show some respect, and very honor to keep patient working here. until my heart broken. i just feel betrayed by some people that i really trust that they never gonna let me down, but they were.

i realize, maybe this is my way that God planned for me, i never regret. i cant tell about my new place, im onboard at the end of this month. but im pretty sure, i will get better in there. do not afraid of loosing, because God already prepared the best one for you.

July 11, 2011

nothing left.

all gone, even the worst person also.

ive working as a hotelier for almost one year. with twelve person on pre-opening team, now only left four persons incharge. sad? of course. lonely? nothing worst. as you can imagine, we are coming together, be a solid team, working from big zero, but now there's nothing left.

the person whose stay only me, other gsa, my 1st duty manager and the bellman. and i still there because of them. if one of them gone, im not gonna think twice to give my resignation letter to my boss.

two months already i left by my two supervisors. they're in their maternity leave. such a big punch in my face when my 2nd supervisor had her last day on last week.

we're tough already to stand up with that condition for almost a week. then the craziest part are come. the worst person in my team be absent for a week and it's automatically get fired. so stressful. she ruined the schedule, makes me and the other work late until evening, and of course makes my boss crazy.

even though she is the worst in team, but i feel sad. i dont know why. seriously, i dont know why.

now im running in circle, no way out, no end. should i stay working in there or moving out?

February 15, 2011

January 29, 2011

January 3, 2011

miss them.

lately i only post about my worklife. it's because i'm in my own way, moving forward. but tonight, i realize, beyond of my life now, there's a past that should be not forgotten, FRIENDS. i found one of my old friend got married three months ago and i knew it just now in his facebook account. so pathetic i guess. before we were best friend, one team in basketball, hangout a lot, and now, i'm not invited in his wedding day! soooo sad. really sad.

wedding day, is the most important in our (or only my maybe) life. friends should coming, no matter how close you are with them, its prove you are care and still remember them.

and now i promise to keep my friends closer, and never forget them because i know it hurts.

dream o dream.

Obviously I want small house with many windows.

many trees and fountain,

lot of pillows on a carpet in front of TV,

have a hammock also,

lowbed in bedroom, simple livingroom,

minimalist kitchen, nature bathroom,

and the last but not least,

there's mini cooper in my garage, :p