sometimes you randomly asking why your bus coming late, why traffic light become so long, why coffee shop been so full, and why these all things happen to you.
if you ever felt that way, you better stop asking.
i will make an example for you as me as an object.
before, i thought working in my office is one of a huge mistake i ever did.
far from home and family, all by yourself, and even paycheck never fulfilled your needs.
moreover i realized that my employment contract was a bullshit when i was bleeding to survive in this situation. i feel betrayed, mostly i feel stupid. then i asked, why these happened to me?
day by day, i just blaming myself, why i didnt do that, do this. why why and why.
then, after all these drama, im tired for asking. i stop asking and i feel, let it go, this is my way.
such an lightning bolt, i realized :
i forgot what i already had instead of i way too busy to looking what i actually should had. i never realize, if iam not working in here, not survive for this seven months not as like other colleague did (several of them only work for two weeks), i never get any compliment from my superbigboss (which is after that compliments my credibility was count), or i never get job offering from korean, japanese people, neither i never get recommendation from my general manager to work with him in another five diamonds star hotel, i never had it if iam not survive.
yeah, not asking is the answer.
we are people, sometimes way too busy to looking what we want, even though we already had what we need, what God provides us. like bible said "birds never go hungry and flowers never get dry even nobody fed and watering them." fyi, im not christian neither catholic, but i do believe that thought.
so, quit asking if you want the answer. :))
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