July 20, 2012
July 17, 2012
June 24, 2012
April 24, 2012
April 16, 2012
im sick listening people around me mocking on the street, yelling at bus driver, or even mumbling on their own. and sometimes i can easily contaminated by their attitude, i feel like they feel, then? i start complaining, in my heart. excruciating.
can we, accept all sh*ts without any head-on? without getting mad? can we just complain in smart way instead of emotional way? can we?
bad thing happens in every way, with every people, everywhere. but not in every time. so, storm will come to an end, bad things also. do believe, complaining is not good for your health, heart and brain. go live in peace. :)
April 12, 2012
I do believe if GOD always make the best plan for every part of my life. there’s always a reason why was it happened.
I do believe there’s no lost without any good replacement(s). GOD prepared everything which best for me. soon or later. just wait and do some effort.
I do believe Im not alone, there’s always people out there waiting for my presence, and could accept me the way i am and will loves me more than i will never know. people out there.
I do believe, past is past, time goes by and life goes on. no matter how hard it is you should to move on, never give up and always give thanks. :))
everything has its own timing, don’t force it to make it your own time.
March 13, 2012
at some moment, i just thinking about this life; the harder you try, the hardest your life is. when you try harder, you expect more. when your expectation doesn't meet the reality that is the moment of truth, life seems hard.
why we do not go just the way it is, but not only accept where the wind is blowing. we still live in purpose, make your own dream and wishes tree, always believe that you can pass all stuffs in your life without any big fight, making friends all around the world, and dont stop share your smile, compassion, and encourage others.
remember, when things go harder, just believe it will pass and let it be. :))
ps.dont forget to forgive yourself. :D /di
January 27, 2012
week one : there are five towers in this residence (or i called "rumah susun"). im working in one of big tower with 129 units and penthouse, alone. yes, ALONE. can you imagine how hard im trying to fit in all tenants expectation stand by myself with no experience about residences at all? its hard man. really.
week two : i got my new motto : "your life in here is depend on who's security incharge with you." obviously, (senior) security more knowledgeable than new comers. they know the procedures, all tenants, and also what is do's and don'ts. incredibly, i was incharge with new security at that day (red: MONDAY ; which is the busiest day ever) even only for two hours, it's killing me. he asking anything, repeat: ANYTHING! hey you, did you know im the new comer in here huh?
week three : i miss my previous office. even stressed me out everyday, but at least....there's team work. many friends which you can share anything about guests, boss, or colleagues. in here, im the only girl in my tower. all colleagues mostly a guy, or gay actually *i cant distinguish it ever*.
week four : i enjoy myself working here. think the opposite of your thinking. if you can survive more than years with money, complains, and pressures at the same time, why you cant handle only two of them ? its just piece of cake honey.
God is Good.
December 8, 2011
short story, im in resigning process and waiting for onboard in new place. i ever propose this resignation around 4months ago and my boss hold me not to leave this hotel. i show some respect, and very honor to keep patient working here. until my heart broken. i just feel betrayed by some people that i really trust that they never gonna let me down, but they were.
i realize, maybe this is my way that God planned for me, i never regret. i cant tell about my new place, im onboard at the end of this month. but im pretty sure, i will get better in there. do not afraid of loosing, because God already prepared the best one for you.
July 11, 2011
ive working as a hotelier for almost one year. with twelve person on pre-opening team, now only left four persons incharge. sad? of course. lonely? nothing worst. as you can imagine, we are coming together, be a solid team, working from big zero, but now there's nothing left.
the person whose stay only me, other gsa, my 1st duty manager and the bellman. and i still there because of them. if one of them gone, im not gonna think twice to give my resignation letter to my boss.
two months already i left by my two supervisors. they're in their maternity leave. such a big punch in my face when my 2nd supervisor had her last day on last week.
we're tough already to stand up with that condition for almost a week. then the craziest part are come. the worst person in my team be absent for a week and it's automatically get fired. so stressful. she ruined the schedule, makes me and the other work late until evening, and of course makes my boss crazy.
even though she is the worst in team, but i feel sad. i dont know why. seriously, i dont know why.
now im running in circle, no way out, no end. should i stay working in there or moving out?