happiness for free.

Every people, have its own meaning of happiness.

money, cars, houses, golds, family, spouse, pets, or any other possibilities.

Different people, different view.

And I, have own meanings of happiness.

Friend(s). it is.

When iam in the darkest part of my life, my friends always there whenever I needed and always support me even im not ask. They never get bored hearing all my complaints of life and love, wipe away my tears only by words, hug me tight by their caring, and cheer me up by their presence. I can’t expect more, with them surrounding is the best feelings I ever felt.

Friends, are when sorrows gone smiles, when tears gone laughs, and when mad gone wild. I never stop be grateful for everything what I had today. i believe that we all friend from past life and we met again in this present life because of some reason. fate. and im very thankful if i could be friends of you again in this present life. precious life.

Ps. this scribble dedicated to my friends who are in charge in my bittersweet life, you know who you are. :) 

**winky thank you for always exist in every stories of my life, thank you for your presence, its really peaceful when your ear and shoulder are so much better than an advice from whoever. thank you for talking with me in different way, such an enlightenment from God.

**maple thank you for slap me right of my face with all your words but still caring me by your precious love also always support me with all your stupid jokes.

**mechen, you are, the sweetest friend i ever knew, thank you for your effort to prove that you are a good friend for me, its proven. love you so much.

**marty, thank you for bring me so much laughs instead of tears what life did, thank you for understanding more than whoever in this entire world, thank you for not blaming and the most important is, thank you for not asking.

**vishal, thanks for your caring day by day tirelessly, words just not enough to describe for all of your kindness, may God always be with you, many thanks.

**danmo thank you for always show me all of my values when i only saw my weakness, thank you for reminding me that i am precious and i deserve a better life, thank you.

**ensul, you, cheer me up just right the way it is. well done buddy, standing applause for you. hope i ain't gonna lose you until the rest of my life. thank you.

**stady we are in same hell, thank you for sharing and support me and always put yourself-in-my-shoe, you are very strong woman with a lot of kindness advice and an outstanding empathy. i believe we deserve better than this. thank you so much.

**carju, last but not least, you always have different view of my life, even you knew its contrary from your own thoughts, you always deliver it in a good way just want to keep my heart feel save. thank you for your madness. i always forgot what my problem is when im with you. superb.

quit complaining.

"complaining will drain your own power, quantity of your brain and capacity of your happiness." -my thoughts,2012-

im sick listening people around me mocking on the street, yelling at bus driver, or even mumbling on their own. and sometimes i can easily contaminated by their attitude, i feel like they feel, then? i start complaining, in my heart. excruciating.

can we, accept all sh*ts without any head-on? without getting mad? can we just complain in smart way instead of emotional way? can we?

bad thing happens in every way, with every people, everywhere. but not in every time. so, storm will come to an end, bad things also. do believe, complaining is not good for your health, heart and brain. go live in peace. :)

life's sweet.

it’s over, im moving forward, forget everything, and forgive all. maybe it’s hard but there’s nothing to worry about.

I do believe if GOD always make the best plan for every part of my life. there’s always a reason why was it happened.

I do believe there’s no lost without any good replacement(s). GOD prepared everything which best for me. soon or later. just wait and do some effort.

I do believe Im not alone, there’s always people out there waiting for my presence, and could accept me the way i am and will loves me more than i will never know. people out there.

I do believe, past is past, time goes by and life goes on. no matter how hard it is you should to move on, never give up and always give thanks. :))

everything has its own timing, don’t force it to make it your own time.