become phoenix.

my life lately, so ah-mazing! now I know whatever happened in my life there's a reason. If I can't get what I want, God pays with giving me what I actually need.

like my lastest post, I ever tempted to apply in wedding organizer and I canceled it, then two days later I canceled the interview in English course with guilty pressure, because I want that job to killing my time! I don't know when I can get my real job. but then my ex-lecturer said that I've to wait, just be patience, you'll get what you need.

then? I had interview in five-star-hotel in the same day which I should had an interview in English course. I just thinking, so..this is my way? unbelievable. then I came to that hotel but the interview not working well, I'm newby in interview! never done this before. no preparation from inside and outside body. I ever feel regret. why I don't prepare myself to have my dream job.

I feel desperate, I always think that chance never knock twice. why I wasn't use it carefully. then I decided to work in my bro's company. but at the day, I should back to campus to fixed my thesis, I cursed that lecture at that time. But now I should thanks to him. yes, this is my way. the day after I went to campus, I was called by Hotel near my home which is this hotel is the first hotel that I applied after I graduated and my parent hoping me so much to work there. unbelievable.

so. I didn't want to make the same mistake. I do my best in this interview, inside outside head was totally prepared. after the interview was done,the staff told me to wait until next call. I guess before this hotel will open at the end of the year. so (again) I decided to work in my bro's company to wait until this hotel open. but do you know what happened next?? the day that I should start to work in my bro's company, I had a second interview and I signed the job contract that day.

unbelievable. so this is my way God? you made it beautiful. you teached me how to grateful for whatever I got. for understand there's will be a great way after this no-way-to-go. I believe in you for whatever you look alike. :)

then! another unbelievable thing, I start to work next week. The Hotel even not done yet! I'm happy enough to work very very soon. even this is four-star-hotel, which is my dream job is work in five-star-hotel, I think this is a good start to have a job in five-star-hotel with higher position later. :) this way really good. I never stop thank you.

another story,

one of my best friend just one step ahead to become a SQ stewardess. I always pray for her to have the best way in her life for whatever it is. :)

my another best friend will studying abroad and will not see each other for a year. and I also pray for her to get a wonderful life there.

my high school best friend already married and graduated, just wait to called auntie. :)

so my best friends are ready to fly reach their own dreams, going abroad, got married, and me ready to fly in my work life. then what I should be worrying about?

just live life to the fullest and "I love Living Live. If I fail, I try again, and again, and again." - nick.v-

way no way.

way-no-way are my wish lists and lists are not in my wish. :)) my last wishes had granted recently, and now I want another wishes!

way.

♥working in five-star-hotel ♥going to Singapore on April 2011 ♥sheen sparkling watches ♥new mobile phone ♥SCOOPY..!**granted! ♥mini cooper ♥

NO way.

x. working in travel agent .x. unemployment .x.lonely without friends :( .x. worry all the time

please-please my granter wishes, granted my top three way and no way list first! only top three! pleaseeee..! I promise to do kindness as much as I could. :))

9 deadly words used by a woman.

I found this article and want to share it, I think this is fun! LOL. here are 9 deadly words used by a woman.

1) Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
** agree! sometimes I used that word. ;p **
2) Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
** I don't think so, cause I am the on-time-person and do not want others wait for me.. :) **
3) Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
** yeahh.. I admit it. ;p **
4) Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
** hmmm..no comment. ahaha **
5) Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
** I've no idea about this. I just think when I do that, it means I tired. **
6) That’s Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
** hahahaha.. the cruel side of angry woman. like this. **
7) Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here – This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ – that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ . that will bring on a ‘whatever’).
** ew? nono. not like that. every thanks are sincere and honest. **
8 ) Whatever
Is a woman’s way of saying F– YOU!
** totally agree! **
9) Don’t worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to #3
** haha. yeah sometimes. **

august started.

I've been an unemployment about a month and I'm not feel so comfort. even though I can wake up anytime, going anywhere, and doing anything, but still I feel unpleasant. I knew my parent expect much to me as the youngest child and the only one daughter.

So, I try to have lil' job before I really get my dream job. I ever tempted to apply in wedding organizer but I canceled then, and now I want to have interview tomorrow in English First course and I canceled it too.

why I canceled those jobs which is at least I can "work" for a while and be proud? I don't want to 'only work' with no passion and just want to make other wondering why I can get the job so fast but the job is only job. there's my dream job waiting for my patience.

I choose to wait until I get my dream job. either work in five-star-hotel or be a stewardess. pray for me, :)

be patience ;
good things come to those who wait.